I have been having bad mood these few days due to this. And I have been putting these in my mind being locked for a long time and I do think it's time for me to unlock this. And tell you straight that i'm sick and tired of this.

And if this is your plan of making me to leave, fine, I'll leave, cause it's truth that you are doing better than me and I do feel that I'm a nothing here. I think it will be better for me to leave. But not now, cause I have put by reason that if I leave now, I won't be back forever. I liked to be in this place, all the hardship and fun I had experience, I'll never forget them. But the main reason for me to leave is You! Are you happy now? I'm know you are. But who cares?

And please tell me that you don't like me and the reason why? Cause I want to know this ever since I know that you don't like me. And don't tell anyone or me that you don't know why and start to act innocence. You should know the reason, cause it's so obvious that you don't like me!

I do know that I'm not giving much effort to it, but what abouts others who did not even? It's ok, cause they are your friend. But I'm not, never will I be. And why must you think that I would do something wrong even if I will not be doing it? Why must think negavite things about me and then make both of us mad? Why don't you just trust me for a single second?

And somethings can't be control, just like how you don't like me and why I started too.

I'm tired of doing stuff. And maybe that's where bad attitude and poor response came from, cause I don't feel like giving in effort to do things. I just want to be me, not someone else, although I do agree about being like what you want? But is the pit really that important?

But in the end, I have to thank you all to help me and let me know that I'm not right to be in this place.

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For the past few years, i always felt that there are a gap between you and me. Although I have been trying to be friendly to you and try to be nice to you. You never had given me a F**King chance, but even try to hurt me with words and actions. I always can feel that you think I'm disgusting . I don't F**king know why you do this to me, cause you never gave me a reason. NEVER.. But now, I don't F**king care!

Do you know that you think I'm ugly? So? At least I know that I'm not that good looking, at least I know that and I won't say someone is ugly or fat. but You are not better than me, You ARE worst than me, because You are UGLY and FAT! And you go around saying I'm Fat! Come on, Get a LIFE! stop making someone feel sad to make youself happy! MARK MY WORDS, BITCH, YOU ARE BOTH OF YOUR BODY AND HEART ARE UGLY and FAT! AND NO ONE LIKED YOU!

I don't like people Saying bad stuff indirect at me! Please know that no one's perfect, you're not prefect too. You told me that I shouldn't do this and that, but you let others do it or you yourself did that too! And please say anything that did not even happen! And blame me about that thing that you had image! Please at least show some poof! Fine, maybe it's too difficult for you, Please something atleast Others can believe! AND IF ANYTHING WENT WRONG, i'M THE 1ST SUP MARK THIS TOO, BITCH, PLEASE DON'T BE BIAS to ME, IF YOU DON"T LIKE ME, JUST SAY IT RIGHT AT MY FACE!

And Don't think you can act innocence and make me the bad guy! Don't say that you don't know why you are doing this to me and saying you forget stuff easily. COME ON! IT's so easy for a 3rd party to know that we are not close, although we have known each other for so long. And You always won't say anything thing to me. Unless it's bad stuff or something important(something that need my help) And for those that know me well, they all know that I not that hard to get along. But I had a hard time to get along with you. Some times when I see you, I would at least say Hi or sometime, I want to say something to you, you would just think you didn't see anything or walk off. Come on, You think I did all that cause I liked you? Haha!! I did all that cause I think that you never had a real friend, I just feel you're a poor human that did not know that you SUCKS! So I just pity you about it. MARK THIS ALSO, STOP ACTTING INNOCENCE AND THINK YOUU'RE INNOCENCE, YOU ARE BIG FAT LIAR AND YOU KNOW IT! IF YOU REALLY ARE THAT GREAT, TELL IT IN MY FACE THAT YOU DON'T LIKED ME!

AND if you think it's you, THIS POST IS FOR YOU. DON'T GO AROUND AND SAY THINGS ABOUT ME, CAUSE YOU YOUSELF ARE UGLY AND FAT! DON'T CRY AFTER READING CAUSE NO ONE WILL PITY YOU, YOU F**KING BITCH! AND A GIFT FOR YOU READING THIS, _ l _, BITCH!

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And a revoltage bag, shoes and etc..... Ah... Okok, I should just stop adding stuff to it. But I got my reasons, you know? Ok, I'll be back soon.

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