I have been having bad mood these few days due to this. And I have been putting these in my mind being locked for a long time and I do think it's time for me to unlock this. And tell you straight that i'm sick and tired of this.

And if this is your plan of making me to leave, fine, I'll leave, cause it's truth that you are doing better than me and I do feel that I'm a nothing here. I think it will be better for me to leave. But not now, cause I have put by reason that if I leave now, I won't be back forever. I liked to be in this place, all the hardship and fun I had experience, I'll never forget them. But the main reason for me to leave is You! Are you happy now? I'm know you are. But who cares?

And please tell me that you don't like me and the reason why? Cause I want to know this ever since I know that you don't like me. And don't tell anyone or me that you don't know why and start to act innocence. You should know the reason, cause it's so obvious that you don't like me!

I do know that I'm not giving much effort to it, but what abouts others who did not even? It's ok, cause they are your friend. But I'm not, never will I be. And why must you think that I would do something wrong even if I will not be doing it? Why must think negavite things about me and then make both of us mad? Why don't you just trust me for a single second?

And somethings can't be control, just like how you don't like me and why I started too.

I'm tired of doing stuff. And maybe that's where bad attitude and poor response came from, cause I don't feel like giving in effort to do things. I just want to be me, not someone else, although I do agree about being like what you want? But is the pit really that important?

But in the end, I have to thank you all to help me and let me know that I'm not right to be in this place.

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